Two weeks ago my nicee had high fever about 3 days. We saw a doctor several times but the condition didn't get improved. If she took the medicine then her temperature would get a bit down. But after the effort of the medicine passed, the fever was back. Actually 4/26 was her 4th birthday, she deserved to enjoy this special day. But she had to stay in the hospital because of her fever. The doctor needed to do careful check about her fever. It resulted in that I had to stay with her in the hospital all night. The first day the hospital didn't have enough rooms for the patients. Thus we had to stay in the emergency room all night to wait the room and I didn't have the space to rest, only one chair. I was used to changing the pose every so often to relax my body. Till the early morning her father relayed. I could go home to sleep. The most sarcastic thing was that till the third day the doctor finally found out the certain factor that caused the fever. Why did it happen after 2 days? That's because of the doctor is an intern. Those 3 nights I couldn't sleep well, I still had to check whether she had the fever or not. Even though I couldn't have enough sleep, the normal jobs still waited for me to be done. And Thrusday night I didn't wear the jacket in the hospital. Therefore I got sick. I was tired of doing the work and I only wanted to sleep. But the month test will come, I have to help my students with reviewing. But even right now I still had a running nose and a bit dizzy. What I could say !? Alas!! just did it!!

I realized that the health is the most important thing in the world, I thought to drop out my school next semester. Both of them, job and school, drived me mad. One day I asked my mother about this question, she told me that " just dropped out "
"This moment you didn't need to worry about your husband , kids or job. You are the freest girl in the world because you are still single. Why don't you enjoy your life right now?' I thought about what she said. then I had the conclusion, "drop out ". Suddenly I felt so relax.

Right now I wish that July could come soon. I do need a vacation to relax. I want -- my lfe could be quality.