so frustrated..
i counln't handle my things. The environment in Taiwan is so unstable and then it have been separated into two parts "Blue" and " Green". Its worst condition makes many many ppl upset including me. I have lost my energy to make money. In this month-test my students didn't get good grades. I wondered myself- " Was it my problem? " I was maybe not good enough. But my sister told me, It's not ur fault. That's because of education reform. Too many editions we couldn't follow and led the students confused. And my mam said that u r in bad fortune, everything is out of luck. One thing you need to wish is " Health" not "Fortune".
Last Sunday when my aunt chatted with me. She told me - " Do u remember the trip to U.s in this lunar chinese year? You have arranged for the airplane time at 4 pm. when u asked me about this time was good or not. I told u that " could u change another period, maybe 11 pm. But ur answer was NO. Because all seats have been ordered, there were not available during the lunar Chinese year. So I just
said "alright!"... We still followed the schedule u have set.
And then the time passed by. But the day before our trip the unbelievable thing happened, the airplane time was changed from 4pm to 11 pm, just liked my aunt said. This situation occurred unusually in EVA airway. At that time my spirit seemed to be released from unknowable anxiety. And I called my aunt right way to tell her this news. She said that she had the same feeling like me. It seemed odd and weird. But i didn't know how to explain. In my memory when i packed my baggage, i had one feeling that i wouldn't come back my home, and i had to arrange everything in track even i was not here anymore.
But right now I knew what it was meant!! Actually at that time I took the airplane to U.S. I maybe disappeared from this earth. why I am still here that's because of I know how to help people who are in trouble or do benefaction. my aunt told me-" even though u had lots wounds on ur body now but if u compare with death, it will be just "small thing". And i could feel that this year "safety and health" is the most important to me. If i suffered from the bad fortune, remember it-don't take it too seriously.
now i just wanna to write down and inspire myself -- no matter what u are in but u still here.
"Giving is better than Receiving"
i counln't handle my things. The environment in Taiwan is so unstable and then it have been separated into two parts "Blue" and " Green". Its worst condition makes many many ppl upset including me. I have lost my energy to make money. In this month-test my students didn't get good grades. I wondered myself- " Was it my problem? " I was maybe not good enough. But my sister told me, It's not ur fault. That's because of education reform. Too many editions we couldn't follow and led the students confused. And my mam said that u r in bad fortune, everything is out of luck. One thing you need to wish is " Health" not "Fortune".
Last Sunday when my aunt chatted with me. She told me - " Do u remember the trip to U.s in this lunar chinese year? You have arranged for the airplane time at 4 pm. when u asked me about this time was good or not. I told u that " could u change another period, maybe 11 pm. But ur answer was NO. Because all seats have been ordered, there were not available during the lunar Chinese year. So I just
said "alright!"... We still followed the schedule u have set.
And then the time passed by. But the day before our trip the unbelievable thing happened, the airplane time was changed from 4pm to 11 pm, just liked my aunt said. This situation occurred unusually in EVA airway. At that time my spirit seemed to be released from unknowable anxiety. And I called my aunt right way to tell her this news. She said that she had the same feeling like me. It seemed odd and weird. But i didn't know how to explain. In my memory when i packed my baggage, i had one feeling that i wouldn't come back my home, and i had to arrange everything in track even i was not here anymore.
But right now I knew what it was meant!! Actually at that time I took the airplane to U.S. I maybe disappeared from this earth. why I am still here that's because of I know how to help people who are in trouble or do benefaction. my aunt told me-" even though u had lots wounds on ur body now but if u compare with death, it will be just "small thing". And i could feel that this year "safety and health" is the most important to me. If i suffered from the bad fortune, remember it-don't take it too seriously.
now i just wanna to write down and inspire myself -- no matter what u are in but u still here.
"Giving is better than Receiving"
posted by asif @ 11:34 PM
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