now is already deep in the night..why i still sit here?!..

just have one thought...

the new one comes into your life suddenly...you do expect him to give you a new or different life..
but you lost your hope..then you just define him as a general friend..
and time went by quietly...you even have no time or energy to pay attention to him..

one day...
you heard about one news is about him...."he got married.."
i remembered my reaction when i heard about this news..""soooo surprised!!!..i didn't believe it..!!!""

the point is ..i feel depressed but not sad..
till now ..that feeling i'm still trying to fight...

he just likes the one passenger , passed through so fast, of my life..like firework sparkle my sky....
hiii......even he doesn't affect my life at all..

tonight when i watch Tv.."sighs"...
maybe i m just not used to this condition..try to conditioned to the truth..

marriage...
it makes someone painful..and makes someone happy..
i m praying the last option for you..R