Today my body is out of condition...I have a sore throat..really feel tired..yup ..I think I got a cold.
Now I do miss my bed,wish I can get full rest,no interruption.Lately I am too tired to sleep well.My body is protesting against this situation..I guessed..

Even thou my body feel not good,I still have to do things..What I can say?!.." just do it"

Every time when I'm out of condition,I do wanna have a boyfriend.
Wish he can comfort me;Then I could sleep comfortably...I think..At that time,I do be tired of being lonely;tired of doing anything;tired of doing anything by myself;tired of being strong....
Just want you to interdepend....

Today is Vday.It seems like each couple will go out to have a dinner or get together..
I just think....
" just today is special ?? to have a dinner ?? to get together??"
What's the meant??.. I don't know....
If I have a boyfriend ,I won't look forward to this special Vday.
I will prefer our pleasurable spirit to external pattern....